may new discoveries come my way.

I never thought He could stop everything so abruptly, but I guess its his way of keepin’ it spicy. I admit, it was hard for me to accept the fact that everything I worked for had to come to a halt.

So many tears have fallen since the beginning of this journey, and I feel like I’ve developed such a vulnerable heart, which is so unlike me. If you know me well, I tend to be a headstrong person in terms of my ambitions and I never let things get in my way. If they did, I always pushed through and dealed with it as fast as I could. I still get over things really fast. This time, its different. God has switched up the deck once again and he’s making me wait for his surprises. I’m a little tired of it to be honest. For the past 9 months, its been a constant struggle to adapt to my new surroundings, and now I have to do it all over again.

I really wonder what will happen this year. Oh the uncertainty… its like my friend.